it's you, you heartless bastard

fick tårar i ögonen:

så fint.

lyssnar samtidigt på denna:
Sober, life is a prison. Shit face, it is a blessing
Sober, nobody wants you. Shitfaced, they're all undressed
Sober, it's ever darker. Shitfaced, the moon is nearer
Sober, you're old and ugly. Shitfaced, who needs a mirror?
Sober, you're a crogmagnun. Shitfaced, you're very clever
Sober, you never should be. Shitfaced, now and forever!

I gotta get too drunk to dream 'cause dreaming only makes me blue
i gotta get too drunk to dream because i only dream of you

i gotta get too pissed to miss you or i'll never get to sleep
i gotta drink wine not to pine for you and god knows that ain't cheap

i know you think i'm insane i know it's not appealing
but til i'm feeling no pain guess what i'll be feeling?

I gotta get too fried to cry, or i'll be crying all night long
i gotta get too high to sigh oh my god where did i go wrong?

So why do i get plastered? and why am i so lonely?
it's you, you heartless bastard you're my one and only!

i gotta get too pissed to miss you or i'll never get to sleep
i gotta drink wine not to pine for you and god knows that ain't cheap
and god knows that ain't cheap!

var på middag med jobbet igår, skittrevligt. jag gillar alla. rökte vattenpipa och åt tills jag blev blå. sen åkte jag och sjöng karaoke. och sen till malmen. och jag drack sammanlagt tre öl. nu vaknade jag 13.30 och trodde jag var bakis, men det var jag ju inte! hurra för det.